Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Like any other day

This doesn't even fit together. But then neither do my thoughts or the events of this day. It was all scattered and confused and out of rythm. So then maybe this is fitting.

The sun just goes on shining,

Relentless,

Like it was any other day

For the sixteen story building,

The large, impressive building.

The same classroom building,

Where this morning

Students swarmed unconcerned

As policemen blocked their way.

“Class is cancelled,” they called,

Walking back to their dorms,

Laughing in discomfort,

Spreading troubled rumors,

In the sixteen story shadow

Of the large, impressive building,

Where this morning

Someone jumped.


So this is life,

This part called death.

An everyday suicide,

No big deal.

No cause for alarm.


Because what can you do?

How can you respond?


There is no grief here,

No tears, no questions.

Just a deep seated fear

Beneath a surface so smooth

It almost convinces.


But how can you ignore

Such a desperate cry?


I know I’m not the only one

Who is alone.

Who doesn’t know

What to do.

Who doesn’t understand

Why this anger.

Who doesn’t remember

How to cry.


Don’t you see

The pain behind the smiles?

Don’t you know

That the sun sometimes lies?

Don’t you understand

How no one’s left untouched?

Don’t you remember

How the darkness used

To laugh at you?


Here is something I’ll never understand:

How smiling makes everything okay,

How not saying it means it’s not true,

How ignoring a problem can make it go away.


Everyone knows what has happened.

Everyone knows what is true.

Everyone knows there’s a problem.

No one knows what to do.


So the sun just goes on shining.

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